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Yesterday..

I was not able to sleep well..my mind was preoccupied with so many things…thinking bout examination,assignments and lots of things(seriously A LOT).I felt like writing something in this blog..but I couldn’t get myself to my laptop..So i get back to play with my mind…

I’m sick and tired of writing all the pains..pains brought by frustrations and disappointments of this life..I want to see my life something hopeful…As time goes by…I feel like losing some of my closest friends…everyone seems busy with their stuffs and we tend to forget each other(maybe not..but we hardly meet up hmm ).I got so emotionally attached when I start missing all of them..hmmm..I hope I’m not losing anyone of them and pray hard to keep our circle of friends tight…as always…

luvluv,

ain

Goshh..I am trembling..my nervous system at its radical..everything is out of control..i dont know what to do!Haa that was my feelings yesterday when TED’s(training,education and developement) HOD came to see my boss!argghh…scary sangat ok.Half and hour later my boss called me to see her and of course la muka ku dah berubah jadi biru.Gullpsss…darn!she started asking questions one by one.Thought so!seriously..Azlan,the TED’s HOD memang gamble jer jumpa Daisy,my boss without informing me!now it’s confirmed that I will be transfered to TED dpmt and no more Customer Relation dpmt.In 2 months time dah ditarik-tarik masuk dpmt lain.Serba salah memang ada tapi who wants to lose big opportunity kan?Kadang-kadang,chances macam ni datang sekali je kan.Hmm…after considering lots of things then I’ve decided to accept the offer.hehe..although bebudak sengal kat ofis tu dah start memberi kata-kata nista and perli-perli kan.haha..apa saja laa….

This saturday ade AmBagus punya event kat Jln Conlay tu and sunday I’ve gotta attend my final class before my mid term exam next week on 29th nanti…grrrrr..assignments bole tahan hebat banyaknya.haha..this is my final year and yet no improvement in terms of finishing the assignments.makin hari makin liat ade la!This Saturday jugak is my nephew’s 1st bday!Happy Birthday An-Nur Nadziem!saaayaaannggggg diaaaaaa sangat-sangat!We’re going to cbrate his bday on Saturday’s night and segala birthday celebration those yang falls in February-Mak Abah Adik.Apa-apa pon dik..bday present dah kasi.So pls jgn nak gegedik claim ok.aku x layan!

To hasna,zati and chot, tak mahukah kita ke BSB’s and Celine’s konserto?? ;P hehe

luvluv,

Ain

As my fingers run through the keyboards nak menceceh,i felt my stomach bloated..kekenyangannnnnnnnnnnnnn…….’makan sehingga menjadi bodoh’..pernah kah anda berada dalam situasi ini?hahaha..yaa…saya baru melepasi situasi ini dan saya kini berada di dalam keadaan berpinar-pinar kekenyangan.haha ..gara-gara melantak kt carls jr. dgn sabqi and dia boleh steady???demm!

Termati pulak idea nak menceceh panjang lebar kat sini.aiseh..hmm..takpe la..later then…nak lepak-lepak baring-baring and nonton televisyen…8tv..tak silap pukul 10pm nanti..local show..GHOST…starring cheryl samad n sape tuh..zizan ek?eh bukan sape host tv tu..yg not bad tu..heh..nak tgk la cerita tu sbb last week dh tgk and rasa cam not bad…so menceceh later la..nak nonton…

lets sleep early tonight coz tomorrow is MONDAYYYYYYYYYYYY.bluwek!

luvluv,

ain

Salam!

Liatnya jari jemari nak blogging. Bila tengok blog macam lemah je sebab dah lama tak blogging and blog cam sunyi. Not like last time yang sehari ada la 2 3 entry and kadang-kadang asyik ada je story mory kan. Sungguh la alasan yang sama nak bagi…busy gegile sampai takde masa nak blogging..tapi rindu.sebab all this while sibuk baca blog orang and rasa bestnya blog mereka ada je story mory morning glory to update kat blog kan..blog aku dah macam kering gile. Rindu nak menceceh..zati penah cakap "ha ah ko dh tak update blog.boring..takde bahan baca..aku baca blog orang lain.." eleh zati tu stalker..mmg semua blog orang dia pegi.oooppppsss!

Living in this new year 2008 kan..macam rasa alive sket.2007 bukan la tak best tapi ada banyak benda tak best jadi in 2007 .ermm..in terms of career and ada la sikit sana sini macam tak berapa nak best la..so bila dapat new job and it started in the very 1st month in 2008, dengan new environment, new friends, new job scope, new this and that buat rasa teruja sikit..is that a good sign for this whole year? ehemmm…we’ll see ek…but hopefully it’ll be a smooth sailing year la kan…so far I am happy and takde dah nak risau apa-apa sangat.As this is my 3rd job..rasanya takde la nak tukar-tukar lagi..kecuali transfer department ke lepas abis degree ni..tah I don’t know…apa-apa nak jadi..jadi saje la…

This month I had the chance to hang out with my besties..rindu gila k nak hang out dengan dorg sebab everyone seems freakin busy with their commitment kan..ada jugak lepak-lepak kejap but nak lama-lama susah la sikit sebab masing-masing timing tak tentu. Next is galfren’s vacation in March and I can’t wait for that. Counting days ni. Pastu ada la few plans in hand tapi belum terlaksana lagi due to ke busy an yg melampau.hehe

Alrite la then..I think I gotta stop my writing now sebab keperluan untuk fokus to my asgmt sgt tinggi ;P..ada berlambak nak kena siap by end of this month…mid term exam pon end of this month…hell! hope to write again later..bai for now!

luvluv,

ain

2007 is going to its end!

Believe or not,pejam celik pejam celik sekejap je kita dah nak end year 2007 and of course going to step into year 2008 pulak.Ermm..cepat sangat.Very fast I can say.Seriously rasa macam baru sangat semua benda berlaku tapi dah nak new year dah.Wowee cepat sangat masa berlalu ni buat rasa takut je.Takut banyak benda tak sempat nak buat and cepat tua.Nahh…semua orang pun akan tua kan.Wonder how it’ll be bila kita semua dah tua nanti.Active lagi dengan friendster2 ni ke? Haha maybe still ada tapi picture2 semua takkan se’poyo’ sekarang.But who knows,sama je nanti.Terkinja-kinja lagi.Just don’t change lah.I’m sure we will miss our young life  nanti.Biar tua rupa paras tapi muda di hati.Aicehceh! bajet!

So how’s your 2007?Mine?As always, I love each and every single day in my life.Dari waktu baru bangun tidur sampai waktu nak tidur balik.hehe.Though,there were some hard times but that doesn’t mean I must not love my life kan.All the hard times and dugaan tu la yang spice up the life.Tak mencabar la hidup aku takde susah payah segala bagai tu.Masa nak go through tu memang ‘inviting’ k.Tapi hebat jugak dapat tempuh although takde la berjaya sangat..muahaha.

After days of hard work ( u believe it? not!I didn’t do hard work recently.hehehehe but eh! except those days before I end my life in IBM heee) it is time for some personal reflection.I’m going to spend my quality time in Bagan Lalang with parents,sis n nephews!Jalan-jalan tepi laut,makan steamboat selalu,picnic,masak,watch movies,cartoons,gossipping and lots more!Loving it!Frankly,I don’t like staying at home without doing anything interesting.But decision to berehat at rumah Bagan would make my days wiser rather than staying home alone and counting days to start my new life with the new job.Dah 3 days dah and it is killing my life!Hahaha.I used to have a super little time at home and now it is freakin opposite.Nak keluar berhuha huha tapi semua kawan-kawan kerja and busy with their life during day time.Malam?ada la yang ajak lepak.keluar jugak la lepak ( thanks zati! i love u! hahaha) tapi ape jer.Tak bernafsu la nak buat semua benda sorang-sorang.kehkehkeh.ngade!

So saya takkan online for maybe whole 2 weeks sebab kat Bagan takde internet connection laaa..kihkihkih.Sorryyyyyyyyy…….disana memang dah dikhaskan untuk jadi rumah berehat,bersantai,bercuti,bersenang-lenang,berseronok,makan makanan yang best (mum’s cook and seafood!!),menonton astro,movie,balik kampung jalan-jalan dan pelbagai lagi activity menarik.Owhhh nice!Zati nanti kalau aku takde kau ajak la Amai lepak malam ok? Lisha ke sape-sape lah.Kak Jan,Sazulya,Zati,Chot do keep smsing me for any latest updates and gossips or anything lah especialy kak jan pasal yg ehem ehem tu .heh :D.Lame I nak gi cuti ni.hahaha bajet.(wahhh! aku macam la nak gi vacation jauh-jauh.mengade and berangan kau perempuan!hahaha)

I’ll be back before Jan starts and maybe before new year’s celebration ( kot la ade plan terkejut or ada orang nak ajak huha di malam new year.lame je tak ngade-ngade celebrate.dah besar la.mcm tak buat pon takpe.tapi kalau ade OK JER! hahahahah).

Happy New Year everyone and I pray all of us will be wiser in the new year 2008!

nota kaki : for those yang planning to settle down in 2008.uwaaaaaaaaaa don’t leave me alone.I might settle down too but not sure which year and all! hahaha.demm!And to my dearly beloved Hasnalisha,Sazulya and Sada ( not sure bout Sarah n lyana )  cant’t wait for our Jakarta gateway.We sure gonna have so much fun and girl-girl activity there! be prepared!(muaahahaha lets gelak setan!)

Salam Aidil Adha,Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Love,love,love from,

Ain,

Dec 2007

Hello Tuesday,

Hari ni dah selasa esok lusa selasa balik and that day might be the last day for me here.Everything will end soon.3 years service with this second job..hmm…banyak yang I’ve learned.Daripada yang tahu nak guna basic Lotus Notes sampai sekarang ni boleh la kata terer jugak ahaks.Daripada masa 1st job banyak buat keje technical sane sini je and now sampai sekarang ni terer la jugak terlekat je kat kerusi tak bangun2 kalau selain tak pergi toilet,amik air and solat.hahaha..besfriend kat ofis macam biasa ialah PC, kerusi,telephone dan meja.

Whole 3 years…Hmm..there are thousand memories which I hardly express here. Apa yang bole dikata cuma memang banyak belajar kat sini and I can say that I am growing up learning lots of ups and down in working life here. I hope it’ll guide me through the new path.I will be sailing in the new ship and always pray it’ll be a smooth sailing journey.

ada pantun…

Hari semalam dia kemari,

Hari esok dia pergi,

Hari semalam pasti takkan kembali,

yang pasti satu hari saya pasti akan bawa diri..

(test kreativiti je)

Bai!

Ain

Hello hari rabu ku!

My Wednesday seems to be good so far.Woke up at 710am this morning since I can’t pray since last night so tak perlu bangun 6 something untuk solat.Harini pemalas gila dengan top merah and black pants ni tapi tudung je iron.Thought of tomorrow is a holiday of course lah ofis kosong and ramai je orang dah start amik cuti kan.Sana sini indian.Bosses ramai Indian, leader pon Indian and pulak tu team ni memang ramai Indian maka berseronoklah kerja tanpa orang yang ramai.Jadi bersantai sahaja lah pemakaian kan.

Masa tengah nak masuk kereta tiba-tiba Along tanyer"eh knape x bwk beg makcik-makcik kau ‘NoorA’(panggilan singkatan untuk Noor Ain! arghhh adik bradik aku ni mmg byk gila nickname tuk and beg makcik-makcik is beg kegemaran untuk bawak barang2 tiap kali nk tido umah sape or blk bgn.hehe :P)?".hahaha.I was like..duhh..ko ckp yesterday not sure kan.tak balik Bagan kan.Dah tak pasal-pasal naik balik and campak je ape yang sempat.Especially facial wash,toner,moisturizer bagai kan.harus k.."Long..ada orang penah ckp kt ain.Dah kuar umah tak baik patah balik"..Along ku dengan mengundang menjawab.."Habis kalau dah nak terberak tak boleh patah balik la? berak dlm kete? pastu kalau dh keluar umah jgn balik2?kolot!" khahkahkahkahkahkah…and conversation berakhir dengan tawa riang aku.heh.

Wey tau tak kenapa la suka sangat cuti esok padahal sehari je.Sebab apa tau.Selama ni kerja kat Nokia team mana boleh cuti if public holiday falls on weekdays!hahahahahaha so aku macam teruja abis la ni.Sekarang we follow Singapore public holiday kan..Wuakakaka.Ok let’s forget bout the crap conversation holiday and all. Haaa..last night I went to Kg.baru and had my yummy dinner with the  deliciousness of bubur kegemaran ku.Gila kecur air liur tiap kali cakap pasal bubur.hahaha.Dengan lauk goreng cili paru dia,ikan bilis cili,puyuh goreng,mushroom and kangkung goreng,ikan masin goreng rangup-rangup.alahai!hahahahaaha..pastu dengan kerang bakar.nice! semuanya hanya rm22.50 terima kasih!sedap dinner saya malam tadi bang Lepas melantak went to Jalan Lumut nak survey for Bangunan AmAssurance tu.Alhamdulillah jumpa and senang gituh.Kepada Anas Effandy, terima kasih kerna menemaniku di saat kau letih baru pulang dari kerja.sesungguhnya Allah akan membalas jasa baikmu itu.Amin

I’ll go back to my rumah Bagan after work today and gonna have a nice lepak at home with my family especially An Nur nadziem!

Alright lah.Nak off this writing now.We shall meet again esok ke Friday ke.Ikut kesenangan.

Happy Deepavali to all fellow friends and enjoy your holidays with you love ones!

Bai!

Selasa!

Haa harini mcm biasa je la pegi keje and bangun pagi terasa mcm malas( hari-hari pon cam gini).Grab je la baju yang ada.Especially those top yang tak perlu di iron kan?ahaks.so top pink bebunga menjadi pilihanku. mak mmg pemalas nk bersiap gi keje nyah!heh Ni baru half day work.Sungguh la ku tak bernafsu nak bekerja. Membilang hari nak menghabiskan sisa-sisa hidup kat ofis ni kehkehkeh.Malas tak malas la kan.Banyak jugak keje yang dh disettlekan.owh well saya masih ada rasa tanggungjawab ok. takde lah kejam sgt kan.

Speaking of kerja.Siapa nak kasi saya kerja?Calling-calling la ok. I’ll be free in December! hahaha.I try to be as cool as I can while enjoying and waiting for my new path to start.Still waiting,praying,hoping and wishing. May Allah bless me all the wayyy……amin amin. owh I’m still in my semester break and going to start my new semester this Dec.I miss classmates tapi berdebar nak tunggu result.hohoho.Tah macam mana tah result sem lepas.Dah la curse giler asgmt last sem.muahahaha. What ever it is.I’m sooo gonna finish my degree next year in October and hopefully 2008 will be a better year for me.

Hah! jom kite ckp psl 2008 yang lagi sebulan dua ni kan..Boleh tak nak wish for birthday present.Hahahaha..sumpah keanak-anakan.Tapi dah lama tak wish birthday present.Boleh tak nak surprise bday for next year? hahahahaha omg sure ramai curse aku.ok lah i shall off my writing now. Hope to write again tomorrow!

bai!

   Hello assalamualaikum everyone

I’m back!hehe.Banyak cerita nak dikongsi ni.Lama sungguh tak update langsung blog ni.Busy nyer kemain la kan.Raya almost ending but I guess it’s not too late for me to wish selamat Hari Raya to everyone.Alhamdulillah selamat dah kita nak menempuh tahun baru yang nak tiba lagi 2 bulan kan?Tahun ni raya dah semakin cepat.
Tengoklah tahun depan bulan 9 dah raya ek.Tak sabar sebab I love
waktu-waktu musim raya ni.Waktu macam ni la nak jumpa cousin yang lama gila tak jumpa.Nak jumpa kawan yang susah betul nak jumpa kalau time tak raya.Alah sama je ada yang susah jugak nak jumpa time raya ni.Sibuk la semua kan.understandable.Raya tahun ni kitorg dah jumpa dah kawan yang kitorg tak pernah beraya sama dengan dia.hahahaha.funny jugak bila difikir-fikir kan tapi takpe lah.why not beraya je lagipun bukan buat apa.Bukan ke bagus tu.hehe.

Raya this year sorry la kawan-kawan sebab macam tak dapat nak buat
open house untuk korg.Banyak benda terkejar-kejar nak buat.In fact
sekarang dah tak duduk dengan parents kan.Dorg kat sana kite kt sini.
Haa..nak pulang tu over the wkend pon kadang-kadang dorg dtg Kajang Don’t worry.nanti tunggu la jemputan apa-apa kan.hahaha.mengundang dowh aku.

Haritu dah beraya rumah Johan,Amai,Feroz,Lisha,Cd,Acol,Zati and ade few friends lagi. Hmm…and last Saturday I went to Sada’s.Rindu sangat-sangat nak jumpa Sarah,Sada,Salpa semua ni.Antara manusia-manusia paling payah nak hang out sama-sama! Dengan Sada ada la few times kita outing gi Ikea together2 dgn Joe and Sabqi kan.Tapi nak jumpa sekali reramai punya lah mak aih susah bebenor ler.Geram aku.Anyway, I really enjoyed the night with nice bbq,soto,and delicious food.owh plus crunchy biscuits made by sada. Sada next year nak order ok? nak tempah siap-siap ni.haha.

I’m actually having some unexpress feelings and condition.Just pray that all will ends smoothly.Usaha sana sini.Semua benda pun dah cuba,usaha and macam-macam lagi.InsyaAllah.cuma kena sabar sikit.perit tu perit jgk la skrg. Tawakal.

Apa-apa pun Mac ni I’m sooo gonna enjoy my gateway. Can’t wait for it.Girls, be prepared!We’ll pamper ourselves with lots of shopping activities! hahaha.Owh ya,celebrate my bday there too ok! hahaha

I miss this blog so much.I hope I can update it every day. Ada banyak nak tulis.Hope to write here again later!

Bai!

Salam everyone!

Dah September dah.next week nak start bulan puasa kan.I’m now in my 2nd week having training with my new team Singapore Airlines ( SIA) aiceh full name.haha cas.everything seems smooth and good.cuma biasa la nk catch up new things learn system baru and lots of processes.But overall pretty ok la.this is a new path in my career.Hope i can improve a lot.We’ll see how ya.hehe.

This month ialah bulan membela kereta.haha.selamat duit semua utk membela kereta ku.Sungguh la ku x sangka tapi sungguh la berjasa kan kereta itu.Wahai sang kereta silalah memberi servis yang baik kepada tuan mu ini ya? phhewwwww

Owh ya i forgot Nathasha has come back from Jakarta utk kali kedua kalinya di bulan OGOS.puas hati ko monyet? benci aku.tifon nak pesan tp rupanya nak cas n sakitkan hati i je? biadapppppppp.tunggu next year me going somewhere.u nak ikut ke? xyah la nnti Salikin bisingggggg ( i leh hasut dia..dia kan gosipper like me)wuakakaka.

Abis ckp psl mereka2 tu nak express feelings la.lama i x express feeling kat sini.not the intimate one la of course tapi mcm nak share some thoughts and feelings la.Hmm tah la lately ni i seems to miss something yang skrg ni mcm dh xde …x mcm dulu.xtau ape yg dh xde.xtau ape yg dh hilang.xtau ape yg dh change.byk benda.i tend to put aside semua benda n fikiran yang melalut but somehow it still come across dlm kepala ni kan.Hmm..I just hope i can get it back and not loosing anything in my life.Too much things to share but hardly express it by words.Doa Allah selalu permudahkan apa sahaja dalam hidup ni.Amin amin.Catch back again in my next post.

Lovelove,

Ain