Archive for February, 2006

.:: it was not-so-good day… ::.

Sunday, February 19th, 2006

Hi all… :-) it’s already the 3rd week of February and I’m still here..as usuall….continue the life….and all…nothing interesting happens lately…it’s like the normal day..normal routine and..hmmm…..

Last Saturday went to class…this week is our 2nd f2f for this sem before we sit our mid term exam next week on 24-26th feb….*sigh* there’s so much reading need to be done man….hmm..nvm…surely i can do it…hehe..hmm..something happened on that day..which really spoiled my mood to attend all the classes…i dunno wut’s wrong with me…or other person..tah la…boring…i juz dun wanna think of it…past is past la…..but 1 thing for sure….i was damn hurt..til now…tats it…on saturday tuh..mcm sebak & hiba sgt2…maybe sbb chot dah fly to bangkok..gonna miss her a lot!!! lef u chot!!! she msg me.."ain..sorry if i got hurt u last time….luv u!" omg…so damn touched!! i miss her a lot..altho sometimes we do argue & fighting a lot…but…we love each other so much….hmmm….miss her so much…mlm tuh…i was a bit miserable..after crying so much (damn….i’m so fragile ke ah??? tah la…sensitive la lately ni…) mlm tu go out for a while to see lisha…(ape lagi..teman pengubat luka la..hahah :P patheticnyer i! :P) i suke confession lisha mlm tu "ain..i nak buat confession ni..i rase kan..u ade family u..i dgn chot..hahah!!!" ahahahaha :)) seriously kau buat confession..yes!! i ade u sume yg sgt syg i….i syg sgt & i tahu…i ade kwn2 yg sgt baik..sbb tu i syg korg…ehhehe….mmppwaaahh!!!

Sunday..i x buat ape….stay at home…tgk tv…i dah lame x duduk rumah bile sume ade…i miss them so much..so i decided to cancel my plan to go fitness 1st…pegi hari lain laaa…hehehe….so basically..sunday i mmg relaxing..and fun to be at home with dearie family!!!..i lef them!!

I wanna buy new hp arr..sony ericcson flip one..dah survey kt sg wang & mines…cheap!! xyah kuar duit!! hehe dpt balik lg cahs rm80 :P trade in my hp yg asik buat perangai je lately ni (tau2 org nk change hp) i nak tukar dgn yg with NO camera…sgt basic but flip one..heh..(bajet kakak2 la i ni :P) i bukan pakai pon function2 yg ade..malas!..boring dgn hp camera.. + digicam dah ade…buat ape nak pakai hp camera lagi (cehh!! statement blagak ke ape ni :P) eeee…so bad noor ain! hehehe…

Hmm..k la..gtg…..nnti2 story lagi…..but before i end…would like to say so much thanks!!! to muhammad imran yg sgt sabar menjadi listener i & selalu gile call + sgt comforting + gudfren yg i selesa sgt2….u’ve done so much things for me which i dunno how to pay it back…1 thing for sure..i really appreciate u imran!!! u’re my dearest babe of all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!muahh!! muahh!!! :-x

tata all!! mmpppwaahh!!! (let’s give each other a big hug to show ur love & appreciation!!! (heh..gatal nak peluk2 :P) i lef u all!! )

.:: “nenek muh” laa..kete mati la..fitness la..heh mcm² :P ::.

Thursday, February 16th, 2006

Hai..asaalamualaikum darlings……(asal friday je mula lah aku nak buat² baik + muslimah..haha!! biadap la noor ain!..ok ok..serious²)

Us_585 Ello…today kan..i’m wearing purple + pink baju kurung..purple tudung…soft material…sejuk sgt..besh!! hehe…office dah ler aircond haihh..sejuk nak mati…"membunuh" la mereka ni…x rase sejuk nak mati ker..gila…

Yesterday i tot of updating this blog but was so damn bz smpai xde spare time nak tulis ape2….dgn meeting x abis2..pretty borrrinnnggggg……life di office mmg hectic..huhh…

on Wednesday tu actually..after work me & sha went to fitness 1st..lisha 1st trial..heheh..(i & chot nak drag her along la ni join fitness 1st..haha!) mmg dah janji nak "steam" sama2..hahah!! nak gi steambath…but…ade something happened on our way to kl ptg tuh…errrr…aaaa….kete i mati tepi highway sbb minyak abis!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahahahah!! it supposed to be emergency but we both rase cam it’s so funny sbb nak glabah pon…err…tah..klakar la..ehehhe…we managed to get zati (sbb dia kat uniten br abis class..cerdik otak i :P) to help us belikan minyak (rm7 hinggit dia belikan)..she brought the din dey(din d.i.y) along :D (tx sudeng!! i lef u!! hahaha…keranamu kami sume selamat!!) mase tunggu zati kat tepi highway tu..lisha ngeng gila..leh lak take pic lagi..sempat!! mmg x risau lgsg…(we shud take a lesson frm wut happened..tp kite dua ni sengal!! hahahaha..klakar klakar.. :P) pas dah settle sume…then gi la kl tuh…dgn jam mangkuk nyer…(kl mmg kl..smpai bile pon xleh jd tmpt lain..sigh) best mlm tuh..3 of us mmg dh janji..so smpai sane..me & sha workout dulu…(bajet kuar peluh byk2) while waiting for chot la kan..dia lmbt sbb tunggu abis keje…dia smpai je..kitorg naik atas studio lain..nmpk ade class in line dancing..hahahaa…we dance…"cha cha cha!!" wee hooo!! best best i like it so much!! i loikke dancing a lot!! hahaha…yey!!..chot kaki bangku x bole2 dpt step..lisha…(sama je cam i..well….kami…hahah!!) tp we shud go to bodyjam class..mmg dancing abis la…fast number!! altho yg kitrg pegi tu slow number nyer class…tp fun la…(ah so2 pon ade..haha!! klakar..tp mereka lagi hebat drpd kami..boo! :P) balik fitness..we went to kg baru..mkn kerang bakar!! i loikke i loikke!! hehehe…pastu dah la balik la..nak gi mane lg..dah mlm..takot :P …heh…Us_565_1

tp mase on the way balik tuh…chot cilake!! hahahah…she’s been telling story bout her "nenek"..itu lah..ini la..kitorg gelak sakan sbb chot x puas hati dgn nenek dia..hahah!!…siap suh i tulis blog "ain ain..u update blog ain…put tajuk "nenek muh!!" ahahahah…ngok siott chot…tah hape2 tah..klakar gila…gengster la u…hahahaha…gila….tp series klakar sbb u ckp..mummy u ckp kat u mase u ngadu "nenek mmg mcm tu..sbb tu kitorg x kwn dgn dia sgt" ahahahaha!! sumpah klakar statement tuh..hehehe…chot chot…tp i rase x kena sgt la nak taruk title blog arini "nenek muh" sbb i story byk gak sini selain citer nenek..haha..:P

yesterday xde benda la jadi..cuma tah…yesterday i ter "confess" and reveal 1 secret kat 2 org yg plg close dgn i..omg!! malu!! pastu borak ym dgn kak jan..omg kak jan..u malukan i jugak..hahaha..but i loikke kak jan…dia bagi recipe "mash potato" kat i!!! hahaha..feroz ckp kak jan punye d best (bagi i try dulu..best ke best…nak sahihkan :)) haha!!) pastu konon nak gi picnic kat pd..bbq…eh..cam best jer..tp tunggu chot pulang la beb…dia nak gi bangkok ni saturday ni..hehe…

Tonite..we’re going to kg baru i guess…sbb lastnite pecal called & ckp he told johan already..ermm..sape lg ek…mesti chot teruja..haihh..x abis2 kau nathasha…………..errrmm….

Eh…lisha..cepat..holiday ni camner?? nak gi mane?? pening la..tmpt pon pening..cepat la..kalau x gi holiday..duit tu i nak pakai gi shopping maut!! heheh…k la…tomorrow saturday..i got class smpai mlm..*sigh* pastu sunday nk gi fitness 1st dgn kee fong kot..hmm…ye la..since the rest of my family is going back to bagan esok..then..i’ll be alone..so sunday gi workout lg bagus…(bajet kurus..tah la..hehe)

k la..nak tata….nak babai dah…later all…
muahh! muahh!! :-x

* sabqi demam teruk…makin teruk dia ckp..so we cancelled to watch  pgl today..next week i guess..xpe babe…nak exam pon…kite leh watch gak..kite study awal2 ok..hey..get well soon babe!! shian nyer dia shangat2..hmm…

* to my babe..sorry & thanks a lot…i really pity on u…seriously…sorry sorry sorry & very2 sorry :( thanks a lot..u’ve done so much thing for me…seriously….i really appreciate it…a lott…i’ll try not to burden u anymore…sorry…thanks again…hmmm….

.:: sayang sangat² ::.

Monday, February 13th, 2006

Happy Valentines my dear darlings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fun_051 hehehehe…..i x hepi sgt arini…tp saje je nak excited² mcm sume org yg celebrate valentines tuh….heheh

for me kan…xyah nk tunggu valentines ni nak show love ker..care ke..appreciation ke ape….sbb kalau dia syg gf/bf dia..bila² pon…special kan??eee..rindunyer old memories….seriously….rindu laa….hehehe…1st love..2nd love..3rd love..ahahha..byk love!!!…gatal!!

last nite sad sgt²…x sangka akan cry yg byk…dah lame x cry byk² mcm tuh…sebak sgt²..tersentuh gila….tx a lot babe…i am so touched with ur msg…i really appreciate u!!!!sorry sbb miserable sgt recently ni….tat i cudn’t express it out..pastu emo x tentu pasal…my fault!!

tonite…something’s gonna happen..haha..xtau la nk ckp…sha..make sure u send & pick me up balik tuh….jgn tinggal i..nnti i jerit..hahaha..

ermm k la…i nak babai dahh….for all out there….juz wanna say tat i love u all so much….to my beloved darlings down here…sorry for everything & thanks a lot for all!! love u all a lot!!! sgt²

chot | lisha | yash | sazul | zati | ekah | azaniah | sarah | sada | salpa | ina | imran | sabqi | amai | eddy | feroz | johan | apis | arai | cd | emma |

tata….

muahh!! muahh!! ;-X

.:: life is like “rojak” !! ::.

Monday, February 13th, 2006

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (sad actually..tp buat2 hepi je la…haha..gila..boo!)

today monday..yesterday sunday..d day b4 tu saturday..betul kan? kalau i still waras la…muahaha…hmm..i had a great wkend…on sat went outing with my darlings sarah..sada & salpa!!Fun_441_3best best!!we all went to chillis makan2…then shopping..i bought shoes!! kitten heels!!nice one!Fun_483 boo hoo!! ( mmg buat i hepi giler!!) We went to sg wang after klcc…mcm nak gila keluar dgn diorg ni tau..sakit jiwa aku gelak…tp bes!! sarah!! i love !!! sgt2!!! hehehe…i love sada & salpa also..tp sadly..ina xdpt join..jauh kt senawang :( haihh…

next day i gi class on sunday tu…aler..class..ape aje yg best…haha…best la..menimba ilmu..(uishh..ayat!! mcm kakak2 abis ;P) tp i like la class b.melayu tinggi…sabqi..bro joe & syam mmg mcm falat! buat lawak x abis2 smpai aku mcm nak pecah perut tahan gelak..falatt laa…adoii…penat melayan..huh!!
balik tu i went to have makan2 (lunch + dinner) with sabqi kat time square (lame  gile x gi situ.tiba2 je nak gi situ…heh) kita makan johhny’s!! best best!!! sabqi mkn byk!! 8 kali sendawa!! hahaha..x beradap sungguh…mkn macam JIN!! ahahaha..sendawa kali ke 3 ustaz dia ckp "ko nak mampos???"hahahaha….dia la ckp..i iyer kan ajer..hehehe..bwekkk!!

then amik nathasha (haihh!!) hahaha..balik kije..dia nk ikut i blk kjg.(hmm..biasa la..x aku…faris..x faris..aku…pastu aku jugak ko selalu ckp itu ini..ko mmg mengundang chot!) haha..tp i syg u ok…hhmm…u ni mcm2 la..i xde bf..tp mcm ade bf!!.melayan u bagai nak pengsan!!..adoii..(ya Allah..tabahkan la hati i ni…i mohon byk2)

hmm..actually ade citer sad behinds all this happiness tau…tp certain ppl je tahu…sad la…i xtau la..susah nk komen kat sini…sbb..tah la….i just need support & attention frm all my beloved frens..i know they love me..i terusik siot bile sada & sarah tanyer something dlm kereta aritu…sbb i know..they all concern..but..hmm..it’s had for me tho…i can just pray pray pray & pray….i x mintak lebih..it’s just xnak benda ni miserable sgt…it’s tough ok…xpe la…i need all my frens around…i hope they can comfort me..tx Fun_446 chot…sazul..sarah..salpa…sada..yash..lisha ( u lg byk menderita telinga dgr story i tiap2 masa (kecuali tido & time u balik umah..dating dgn acol :D  ngeheee)….korg je paham hati pompuan ni kan..heheh…mcm2 la kite ni kan…asik sad je..pape tah..nak trying to be cool pon..mcm still..susah…fragile sgt heart ni..hehe…Fun_347

nvm la..somehow i know..this gonna end..but we never know when kan…i hope all this constraints can build a good attitude in me..good thinking..good noor ain..and anything…no use crying…thinking so hard…but end up nothing..i can pray…smile…smile..and put the smile no matter how hard & tough it’s gonna be….

ok la..dun wanna be lagi sad…nnti i cry skrg!! ahahah..huduh!! dah la x pretty! haha!! pathetic!!

korg..jom la holiday..sad tau…i dgn isha je excited nak gi langkawi next month..so sad sume org xleh pegi..kitorg xde kawan lagi…xkan nak pegi 2 org…omg!! lebih pathetic!! sigh
:( loser siotttt…..aku ni mcm2 loser lahh!! ahhahaa…ape lah noor ain…haihh…

xpe la sha…we wait for matta fair ok?? doa2 end of this year dpt realisasikan gi trip to bangkok ok?? pedulik arr..if really mmg xde sape nak ikut..kite gi je la 2 org!!! i angkut adik2 sume..(err..sure aku kena sponsor sume..xnak ahh!! ) tah la…nnti la pk…bengang je ..hmm..ape2 pon sha..next month mesti gi jalan..i nak hepi2!!!

k la..nak bye dah…take care all..love u guys!! tx for reading this crap :-)

muahh!!muahh!! ;-X

.:: It’s not easy tho ::.

Wednesday, February 8th, 2006

haih…(heh..awal2 dah mengeluh…mengade noor ain ;P )

hmm..recently ni kan..mcm2 hal la pk..mcm2 kan sha? chot? we’ve  been talking..sharing bout the same thing yg mcm never ending..haha…klakar la…kdg2 kita 3 mcm hepi nyer sgt2..kdg2 kite 3 mcm sadnyer sgt2…but somehow…i like my life…sbb mcm2 jadi…hehe…mcm aritu kite tiba2 keluar indulge mkn kt kg baru tu ;P ahaks.. (bajet western murah..tp xpon sbnrnyer…same je..sikit pulak tu..dah tu…x brape ummpphh!! ) haha :P mcm2 laa…but ape pon..it was fun..we had a good laugh tat nite…i miss nak lepak camtu…i miss feroz…apis..johan!! sadly..johan x dpt join..haih..apis dtg bwk gurpren baru..hahaha…mcm x kenal jer :P ape2 pon gudluck sarah & apis! syg la each other baik2 ok…hehe…i plg x tahan mlm tu feroz cilake amik video kelakuan x senonoh do,re,mi (me,sha & chot..ahaha!!) mengundang u ni!lisha cam biasa..pretty nervous la u mlm tu..ahaha..bukan mlm tu je..sbnrnyer u mmg pretty kalut like all the time..benci haku..haha

hmm…recently ni kan..something wrong with me la i guess..i just dunno y…i dun have mood to go out..lepak2..org ajak pon asik bg excuses mcm2…tah la…boring kot…malas la nk pk…xde mood…maybe betul ckp chot…focus on 1 thing..person or anything..focus to 1 target only..sbb kalau byk2 nnti i pening..hmmm..ya..it’s true i guess..

thanks girls..sha..chot..lisha mcm dah jd "ear" to me..ye la..it’s like everyday ok…u know..kalau x dlm kete…kat ofis chatting..pon benda yg sama jugak ckp…chot..u selalu jd top of the pack frm all my frens..i selalu nak make sure u hepi..jgn fikir bukan2..i always hope tat i can give u all my best so tat u rase hepi & all..i wanna see u hepi as well as other frens too…i pon sad jugak..i need attention too…which is i think mmg xde org bole bagi i utk masa ni…biar la u all and Tuhan je tahu yg dlm hati i ni…mcm mane sabar & susahnyer i nak facing all tat…i hope he can read my mind..my heart…biar la…i mcm dah nk smpai "depress" level..haha..xnak laa…xnak give up pon..support la i…kalau x dia pon…bagi la org lain..haha…loser gila ayat…hmmm k laaa…sad plak tiba2 ..haihh…

ermm..i always pray for miracle to happen…yah…org ckp..org sabar habuanyer besar…yer ker…insyaAllah kan ;) xpe la…."jgn kejar..nnti dia lari..duduk diam2..nnti dia dtg " hehe..klakar la…

Fun_059 i love u chot & sha!! u’re my beloved Re & Mi!! haha…u guys mcm tangan i kiri kanan…hehe…jgn tinggalkan i ok..nnti i xde tangan :( hehe…klakar…Fun_371

muuaahh2!! :-X

.:: macam-macam ::.

Monday, February 6th, 2006

Hmm…it’s tuesday..and 2nd week of february…i’m still rich lisha..haha…x broke lg…i hope this month rich smpai next pay day..ahaks….susah betul life byk dugaan ni kan…itu ini sume nak kena pk…haihh…duit pon semakin byk dpt..semakin byk abis…adoii….kusut..haha…

Ermm…boring la 2 3 days ni….mcm xde benda yg menarik jadi..hehe…wkend bz with classes…last Sat we went to buy eddy’s stuff for his hantaran tunang…ok la..best berbelanja dgn baik..haha…sume beli secara bijak…bajet x lebih…plg pening nak cari kain utk ida…masing2 dgn taste masing2..haaa…amik kau…nasib baik end up dpt yg sweet & eddy pon suke…dah kalau hasna nyer taste + noor ain pulak + zati lagi..poning la jawabnyer….tp ape2 pon..bes la…dpt shopping tuk eddy…hehe…i x sabar nak siapkan hantaran tuh….timasih zati ribbons & deco’s yg free tu…ahaks :P

On Sunday tu mase class..penat sgt…xtau kenapa..mcm xde mood sgt..letih sket.dgn melayan "abg sabqi" bajet tu dgn lawak bajet funny dia tuh…haihh…nasib baik x mengundang sgt…ape2 lah…at least x boring…haha…

Lately ni beremosi sikit laaa….mcm2 jadi….mcm2 pk….tah la…rase mcm kurang best sikit laaa…tah la..susah nk express it out here…but for my babe….nak ckp something la….no matter how…i know u’re strong…u can solve all ur problems…i dun wanna see u down like this…i miss the old u…cheer up babe…u always cheer me up..buat org gelak2…jgn la tiba2 mcm ni…risau laaa..hmmm…nnti kite gi holiday sama2 ok??hehehe…berangan!

Hmm..mentioned bout holiday,…i dah teruja sgt ni dgn si HASNA lisha tu nak gi langkawi…sarah tgh consider2 psl bf dia susah nak let her go alone with all the girls ni…senang  citer.. x confident..ahaha…apehal…cmon la syam…trust me…i’ll take care of ur girl!! haha…sume org trust i tau…confident dgn i..tanyer acol (bf lisha :P) dia ok jer…i strong…hahaha….hey…x sabar laaa…lepas langkawi…gi tioman..end of the year gi bangkok…next year gi london…pastu gi aussie…wahhh!! lumayan nyer percutian!! i loikke!! hehe…sape2 lagi…chot…zati..cmon!!

hehehehe…..ok la..i nak gtg dah…yg lain2 tu..jgn lupa next week plan gi makan ramai2 kat chillies…apis jgn lupa bwk sarah along…feroz..u tgk pgl dgn sape??heheh…i ade lisha..xpon sabqi..tah..see how la….pastu i nak gi fitness 1st selalu la kalau bole..tiap2 hari…jom la join i…i boring gi sorg2 :(…hmm….k la…nnti story2 lagi…

bye laa..muaah muahh!! :-X

.:: rindu rindu ::.

Thursday, February 2nd, 2006

Hmm….series lamenyer x update blog…yest bace blog chot..mcm rindu pulak..eh bukan yest…2 days ago…mcm2 citer..tp dah basi la jugak….

But for this week..mcm rileks sikit…dpt cuti on sunday & monday jer…duk umah dgn mak ayah je la..yg lain2 gi holiday at langkawi..benci jer..kena tinggal…tp ok la…start keje on tuesday…keje x hectic mcm biasa…tp still..ade2 la kena buat….boring office xde org..sikit jer org..tp bes bole jln2 alamanda time lunch hour..ahaks..

2 3 days ni..me and lisha bes giler…kuar2 org pon seronok sakan..x paham aku….klakar…sbnrnyer pathetic..sbb tiap2 hari pon mengadap muke yg same..tp kuar pon sama2…gile enjoy tgk muke u sha tiap2 hari..ahahaha…ala…teman la i yg sorg2 ni…sape nak dgr story i tiap2 hari kalau x u kan….hmmm..boring la i nak citer sorg2…..nnti nak cite tu la..ini laa..ape la..si anu la..si itu la….pastu sape nak bagi komen? u la…ehehehehe…

This month bes jugak…mcm2 benda jadi..br early of the month dah bes…yg surprise la…ape la…on monday aritu i went out wit my parents gi mkn victoria’s…belanja utk bday diorg this month dua2 sama….then belanja shirt la…shoes laa…seronok yer korg dua org…ahahhaha…

Ni 2 3 days ni…dgn lisha dok planning2 nak gi langkawi next month & bangkok end of the year….(pssstt i dah inform my mum sha…dia senyum..tandanya setuju! ahahah!! yey!!) terujanyerr!!! series!! tgh nak mengumpul duit utk shopping kat sane..beshnyer!! smlm dah bgtau sada…series sada cepat2 dah bgtau sarah…ahahaha…jgn x jadi sudah..no!! mesti jadi! i say jadi..is JADI!! ahahah….

Then yest i went to fitness 1st buat ID card..bes…lepas ni..nak workout seriously utk shape the body…nak lose weight..nak keep fit…dah bgtau lisha dah ape target kalau dah bole keep fit nnti…ehehehe…giler setan target..ahahaha..funny..sshhhhh…diam2 sha…ahakss

Tomorrow all of us are going out to buy eddy’s stuff for hantaran tunang dia…bes giler…dah list down dah ape nak beli….make sure eddy tunang brg meletop2…eheheh…esok sure cam huru hara mase shopping..sumpah aku x tahan kalau amai..cd..join skali…mcm falat la dunia…ahahahahah…

Ermm..k la…nak luncheon..hungry….ermm..later2 nnti i update lg la…..

ape2 pon..for now..wanna say sorry sgt2 to my babe..jgn la majuk lame2 sgt….x bes laaaaaa..haihhhhh…

bye laaa..muahhh muahh!! ;-X